Monday, April 07, 2008

i hate it that now when i think about you and i want to text/facebook/write you i don't because i'm so afraid that it gets taken the wrong way and the next thing i know we're arguing again. or close to an argument or just upset that something's gone so wrong and we can't quite put our finger on it.

i want to share my joys and laughter with you. i want to share my pain and my sorrows with you. i want to share everything with you, just like how i used to.

because i can't do all this alone. because sometimes i need someone to tell me what to do. because sometimes i need someone to tell me that i'm being stupid. because i need someone to scream at me and be firm with me. because i need someone who would put me in my place and bitch at me to not be such an arrogant fool.

because i can't seem to talk to you without messing up. i shall just say it here.

i miss you.

pau

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