Wednesday, January 31, 2007
things that i wanna do while i'm here:
1. play some sports here and mix with the local community
2. travel more and experience as much of europe as i can
3. discover more of florence
4. be disciplined in my bid to be fitter and stronger
5. complete my work in time
6. stop glaring at my italian teacher when he picks on me for answers
7. get better at italian
8. ensure that tamagotchi does not die
9. eat out more, party a bit more, you know let loose.. try more things *hah*
10. eat that japanese cup udon that everyone has been raving about
11. not get caught for running out of the cafeteria with a pile of food on my plate by the lunch ladies
12. not get caught for runnin gout of the cafeteria with a pile of food on my plate by my friends because i will never hear the end of it
hmmm
pau
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
and everytime i'm close to you
there's too much i can't say
and you just walk away
and i forgot to tell you that i love you
and the night's too long
i'm cold here without you
i grief for my condition for i cannot find the strength
to say i need you so
pau
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Friday, January 26, 2007
guess who got an ipod for her birthday!!
pau
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the moment i step foot on new york i will join
the greenich field hockey club. yes i will i will i will i will.
now. to get fit by may. for premier league.
2.4km in 10minutes. possible?
pau
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whee! today i had make up class because we would be missing class for a few public holidays. and the temperature here is damn damn cold la. but then again, my school is like on higher ground than the city of florence, so maybe that's why it's so darn cold and today there was frost!! :) hahahahaha i was like damn suaku. never see frost before. so funky! and tomorrow the temp is going to be -5degrees. maybe if i'm really lucky i would get to see snow on my birthday! :) yay!
pau
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
whee. i've been awol for awhile. haha :) 'cause school has started and i've been trying to force myself into momentum. abit slow at the moment. this semester is lighter in the sense of readings. no more thick thick books. which are good. way more holidays. ahhaha :) which means MORE TRAVELLING! on ah! :) and i'm gonna make myself go running and gyming often to big chao fit for premier league and blow your minds away. hahaha :)
my birthday's coming. *cough* my singapore handphone *cough* is still being used *cough* :)
i have recently discovered the likes of www.alluc.org and www.peekvid.com
if you have no idea what i'm talking about just check out the links yes?
oh and during the last few days of being in singapore and spending quite a bit of time with my family, i realised that i cannot deny that i'm a lim for 3 reasons:
1. we all laugh at the same lame jokes even when people don't
2. we tell the same kinda jokes [yes the kinds that you people don't laugh at and just roll your eyes at me kind]
3. we have a bad habit of buying way too much food :)
i kinda miss them right now. considering that i don't get to spend new years with them this year. my first chinese new year that i'm missing. i bet my mother will be sending new year goodies :) yay!! :) hahahahaha. okay i'm going to do work.
muse muse muse! hahaha mat i quote you man, honoured not?!
pau
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
talk about genius. i lost my access card so i'm basically locked in my room and have no way of leaving this place without being locked out and i can just starve to death. wah lauuu
pau
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Monday, January 08, 2007
I'M TURNING 20! the reality of it struck me when i met up with the hockers and one of us's already hit the big 2 0! hahahaha. HUIJIA. lao ah ma liao. can see wrinkles! :) hahahahaa. shucks. so now, before i hit 20, let's review my life.
age 0-3: can't remember nuts
age 3: my grandfather died and i moved to singapore.
age 3+: i had jaundice and my mother piled a few pillows on the makeup table so that i would be sitting right under the light. me being the little active baby, roll here and there and WHOOSH. i fall off the the table. about 2metres to the ground. THUD. maybe that's why i'm a little retarded now. hahahaha :) maybe :)
age 4: all i did was sit infront of the television and watched cartoons NON STOP. and i would watch the same ones over and over again. and i had an invisible friend :) i would talk to her/him everyday and play funny games like, selling fish to a doctor to cure the patient who was allergic to fish. told you i was a whacked up kid.
age 5: i started kindergarden
age 5+: i was kicked out of my first kindergarden because i was so naughty and violent. hahaha.
age 6: i toned down a bit. sang and danced in my graduating recital. and because i was so naughty once, i was told to go to a corner and pull my ears while everyone practiced for the recital. and i remembering promising myself that i would marry my two girlfriends. hmm lesbian tendencies since young. hmmm. food for thought. oh and i was so curious about how jerry always tripped tom in the tom&jerry cartoons, i tried it in kindergarden. and the boy fell and cried and bled!! :( i was a DAMN EVIL kid. wahhh. can't believe it.
age 7: i was 1hour early on the first day of school so i sat in the middle of the hall and read my enid blyton. wah studious or not. then everyone started arriving and i met my first friend, whom eventually left for australia. so anyhow. i didn't cry on the first day of school and i made friends fairly quickly. talk about being MODEST. hah. and i was bullied by RGPS girls! 'cause i took the school bus and i remember how my mother came home that day to scold the girls and i stopped taking school bus to school from that day on. hahaha and i did not know how to defend myself. can you beat that! i moved to my new house in maryland drive. been staying here ever since.
age 8: i remember having really long hair and waking up at 545. to take a short nap at 620. i remember eating eggs every breakfast and fish every lunch! ahh! crazy! :) hahahaha. maybe that was when i grew a brain. hahah my first chinese tuition teacher. and i remember how my school chinese teacher would always pull on my PIGTAILS. beat that. PIGTAILS. OH! i joined BALLET! hahahaahahahaahahahhha the biggest joke of the century please. that yaer my family went mad, we bought like 3dogs and had 2 more dogs given to us! hahahaha :) there was golden, boy, max were bought from the pet shop. then gentle and champion were given to us by my piano teacher just before he quit teaching us. hahahahaa. must be we were damn bad students, or maybe it's just me. oh i was in swimming! and i quit because they told me that i needed to cut my hair so that i could swim faster. not like i wasn't fast enough! hurhur. DAMN HUMBLE.
age 9: champion died from poisioning. i remember being damn sad. sigh. for a while i hated going to school, like had a fear of going to school. no idea what happened. then i walked home and totally scared the shit out of everybody. damn funny. kids. hahhaha. then i remember joining brownies. and before i could graduate from being a tweenie to a brownie, i was told to quit. hahaha i can't really remember why. maybe i did not have the values of a brownie. hurhur. i joined mini tennis. what else. hmm.
age 10: my first crush. hahah don't intend to reveal the name. and i learned to use fuck. hahaha from my crush some more. i joined netball. i chopped off my long hair. met my best friend, the fake hongkie, chen minyi.
age 11: was the only prefect that could ever get scolded in front of the whole school. hahaah this is hilarious. i was a prefect. how zai am i! hahahahahahahaha. shit and i was DAMN fierce. i would shout and everything and every time anyone had problem confirm will call me one, and i would put them in their place because i had such a presence. wah HUMBLE SIA.
age 12: psle. hurhuruhr my chinese really cannot make it. i remember the showdown between rgps girls and me. hurhurhur. HILARIOUS. they were damn cool la, wear jackets and all. and i was like damn kaobei last time. hahahaha not like i'm not now! then there was the whole, wild wild west thing. my p6 class was how zai. we won every interclass competition! wah lauu hots or not. mIRC and ICQ was DAMN HOT stuff. ahahah eugene weee. hahahahahahha. this is hilarious. ALL THOSE MEMORIES.
age 13: crescent girls' school. i remember how me and my mother would be like trying to devise the shortest way to school and we winded up like starting the little thing in the car that counts the mileage. what is it called? hahaha anyway. and i remember how the seniors kaobei me like SHIT 'cause i wore a black sports bra to school everyday when iw as not supposed to but i did not know i was not allowed to! hockey came into my life! i joined src training at the padang. wah i remember. it was like the 5 of us. shanna, stef, mavis, me and qing. then the henry parkers were damn mad that i hung out with them less and like we had friction! i remember. wahhh. that sucked. hahaah. then trainings at temasek poly! damn far la. being in c div. then meeting fiona who asked me to join the age group national team. i was how excited about it!
age 14: i joined src. first u21 i played with them. i was so young and toot. then i was captain for cdiv with qing. we got 3rd. but we won 7aside! we were how onz man. i remmeber having alot of penpals. i remember my first milo cup and how my back totally broke. hahahahaha. HILARIOUS>
age 15: bdivision. we got 3rd again. quite sad. we were a good team. then i joined combined schools and earned my first zonal colours and national colours. i went for my 2nd milo cup, captained it this time. was in class 3c3 with like 8 other hockers. and i was always SLEEPING and pissing the hell out of mr loh. hahahahaha. shit and i always laugh damn loudly in class. damnit. damn sad. i got hopitalized like free. hurhurhur :)
age 16: the year we almost won the bdiv champ and killed off northland hopes. we were so close. we were damn good. ahhh damn emotional year. and we always seem to think about it when we all gather. hurhur. joined the national team right after bdiv. went to korea with the national team and learnt a hell alot. missed test series for prelims. i scored like 25 for prelims. i remember how coaches were calling me up during that period and i was psychoed to go to rj by xinn. and i remember how the crescent girls wanted to stick together and all go to acjc but in the end we all went our different ways. hahaha damn sad la. junior asia cup!! hahahha i was like DEFENDER CAN. hahahahahah shit damn FUNNY.
age 17: acjc for first three months. dressed up as a boy. was sent home from orientation for my hair colour and uniform and what else? gurmit hated me like shit. fun o rama. 1sg2! hahahaha so fun! meeting the rj hockers for the first time. damn traumatised. meeting my class for the first time and how everyone just totally didn't wanna talk to me because i was like damn pakia. I'M SURE LA. WHO THE HECK CAN I BEAT UP. damn sad. i was damn lonely for the first hour. hahahaha :) my first 4nations. met andrew ang :)
age 18: a division. we were so good! seriously we only had 2 experienced hockey players and the team was like how pro. but we trained damn bloody hard. like everyday. run/stickwork/shortcorner/gym. that was like all we did. i took time off from hockey to study. andrew ang became my boyfriend. hahahahaha. i wonder if he regrets it. hahaha too bad you are stuck with me! okay that's damn sad thing la. anyway. hmmm. study study study. finally passed all my subjects during prelims. COOC6. then a levels i got BCDB3. big improvement don't you think? :) hahaha shit i'm praising myself.
age 19: worked as a teacher at catholic high and met devils. new coach. trials for national team. 4nations. won premier league. applied for university. got into nyu, umich and purdue. winded up choosing nyu. got my license. left home to live alone. travelled alone all around the world. ate too much. broke my bed and got a new one. put on a slang. zouked for the first time. did alot of first time clubbing. hurhur. mountain tortoise! got addicted to house/niptuck and all that.
age 20: in a few more days :)
that's my life. exciting not?!
pau
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
alright.. so what have i been doing?! catching up with people! :) everyone of my friends have been the bestest people in the world and taking good care of me which is equivalent to me eating and getting fat. and seriously I PUT ON WEIGHT. damn it. scare me. i weigh more than FARAH LEE HEIHEI?! HOW?! hahahaha that was when i had my bag on, if not i'm still okay. but for once in my life, my tummy is FLABBY. die la. fat liao. and i'm damn UNFIT. 10minutes of hockey makes me wanna puke blood. lungs are painful from breathing so quick and hard. muscles ache like crap. hang on. FATS ache like crap la. hurhurhur :)
i can't believe. i really love hockey. and this weekend really revived my love for hockey which makes me think again. why do i still wanna give up on my hopes? i mean i've never given up on it before, but why am i wanting to give up on it now?! why why why?! maybe because i'm driving myself into a dead end. aiyaaa. we will see. i will go and thinkk it over when i'm less tired and emotional :)
anyhowwss. I'VE GOT SOME KICK ASS JOKES! :) i can just see my crescent hockers running away and cookiefentherecspeople rolling their eyes at me. such a loving bunch of people i'm surrounded by!! :) so anyway :) if you've heard it. who cares. just entertain me.
what did 8 say to 0?
you so fat still wear belt for what?!
i cracked up LIKE SHIT. hhahahahahaha.
why is 6 scared of 7?
'cause 7 8 9! hahahahahha. if you didn't get it. it's 'cause seven "ate" nine! hahahahaha. you know like eat. UMMMM. hahahahhahahahahahaahhahaha. DAMN FUNNNY LA! okay i shall stop. :)
muack i love everybody!
pau
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Monday, January 01, 2007
i'm playing hockey this weekend i'm playing hockey this weekend i'm playing hockey this weekend! :) i'm damn excited! i'm damn excited! i'm damn excited! i'm damn excited! :)
but i'm damn hum i'm damn hum i'm damn hum i'm damn hum!
'cause i no fitness i no fitness i no fitness. who wanna train w me?! :)
pau
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! and of course. MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO! :) hahaha haven't been online of late because i have been running around so much. i'm having such a great time back home that i am really not looking forward to going back to school. sigh. but oh well. and i do miss my nyu friends. i wonder how they are doing. partying i bet. anyhows. since it is the new year. obviously we must make new year resolutions. so mine are as follows,
1. be a better daughter. hahaa :)
not that i'm not a good one already, but i could be a better one :)
2. be more disciplined.
3. give up on certain hopes and certain people, i mean after this long i should realise that they are all idiots. so much for remembering me while i am away. pish.
4. be a better friend.
5. travel more.
6. try absinthe at least once.
7. drive cross country! :)
8. ski/surf/bungee jump. something extreme.
9. take part in a marathon.
10. eat more when i can :)
the past week has really been the best. met up with everyone. went for ying's wedding. checked out 2 buffets with my parents. the line @ shangri-la kicks ass and the buffet @ raffles hotel. damn expensive la. but it was damn good food. but it lacked much variety. so shangri-la wins hands down. shall bring andrew there one day :)
been stuffing myself with all kinds of food. from indian to chinese to malay to angmoh. hahahaha :) i seriously have put on weight. the crescent hockers can vouch for that. they have seen my pouch. haha that kinda rhymed.
spent more time with my family. and managed to do some shopping with my mother.
spent alot alot of time with andrew :) and hahaha his friends. they are such a nice bunch of people. so entertaining :) classic. WLEFR! hahaahahhaa i can't get that out of my mind :)
kl! hahaa zouked in kl and it sucked. crap. phone rang. that means i need to fetch andrew. hahaah :) k i will continue this later :)
pau
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