Tuesday, December 11, 2007

i'm caught in such a dilemma.

i've got an early flight home for the 19th. and i should be happy. i mean i was thrilled senseless. BUT i'm not ready to say goodbye to my friends here. i mean 19th is 9days away. 23rd is 13days away. so much more time. this is driving me insane.

i put my mom through so much to get me home early. she really wants to see me and everything. and she's being soooo understanding about it. she knows i want to be with my friends. i don't know. i feel like shit. feel so selfish.

i love my mummy so much and i miss her. but i can't say goodbye. just yet.

pau

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