one, two, three, four
tell me that you love me more
sleepless, long nights
that was what my youth was for
oh teenage hope arrive at your door
left you with nothing
but they want some more
you're changing your heart.
Friday, June 15, 2007
went to visit boy at the hospital today. missed training because i felt DAMN freaking sian. omg. i'm damn sian the past few days. ahh. sigh. and no one give me, "it's just a dog crap" you stupid INHUMANE crapphole. roar.
boy's conditioning is not improving. he's on morphine, antibiotics and anti-inflammatory to help with the pain and possible meningitis. no improvement though, so i doubt it's meningitis. it's probably something to do with his nerves, but nothing is conclusive. he was so drugged he could barely look at up me. he tried to move and wag his tail but it caused him so much pain that he kept crying in pian. not the tiny yelp, but the whole SCREAMING kindda thing going. omg. seriously. it was so heartwrenching. i think the humane thing would be to end his misery, but i know i cannot do it. i don't want to do it. please God, please. please. let him be okay. i don't wanna let him go.
pau
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