Saturday, June 09, 2007

today was the match against police. it was the first time i played hockey in about 2 weeks. it was a good match, i wouldn't say we all played well. considering our basics were not very good. but a good effort from the team. we kept the pressure and played our game, which is the important part. just wished there was less of those unwanted/un-needed comments. i mean, ya we get frustrated and stuff. but there was once all of us were team mates right? i don't know. maybe i'm being naive about such things. but there was a time, when hockey was just hockey. no politics involved. hmm. then again i wouldn't call it politics. whatever it is. ya.

okay on to better and happier news. I SCORED! :D wheee. i'm damn happy okay. let me be thrilled for a moment. it's been a while since i played good/proper hockey. my basics have been like shit. my dribbling skills are more like tap-and-lose-ball skills. my fitness. cough. please. there's no such thing. okay seriously. i'm gonna haev to do something about it. run run run. but today. i felt i played a bit better than the previous games. i looked up more, more conscious of who's around me. did a good pass and a few dribbles. just seriously gotta work on my strength and fitness. takes a hell alot of discipline since now there's no more national training for me. hah. so i guess. i am on my own now.

heck. i scored :) wheee. damn nice goal. it was a deflection goal. hahaha i must say that mingfen and i still have some connection. hahaha not bad not bad. she gave a damn good ball and BANG! goalll. i didn't even turn around to look, 1. my reaction too slow 2. if it goes out, i really don't wanna know. hah. so yay! a bit reaction slow. but woot. and it was in the last 30seconds. thank god because seriously i could not RUN anymoree.

yay :) think i should just be contented with hockey being recre/a bit compeitetive. time for other sports. who wants to start handball-ing with me? hah!

anyway, to my dearest leng. i know things are hard now. nationals and all. but you must push on, we will be here to support you :) if anything, there's always ahpau here for you. be strong babe :)

okay. i just finished the memoirs of a boy solider. really makes me think about how fortunate we are. shall talk about that another day. time for me to sleep!

pau

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