Tuesday, April 24, 2007

i cannot believe that there are people here who are obsessing about their weight when they are already stick thin. there is a fine line between being healthy thin and being a stick. how does not feeding yourself and watching yourself wither away into the air a beautiful sight? seriously, i don't see any guys going after it? and neither do i see girls looking at that and going, wow that's perfection. okay wait i take that back. there are girls like that. okay what is wrong with the world? don't they see they are doing way more harm than they are doing good?

so starving oneself is a way of having a better body image?! are you kidding me?! boosting self confidence?! who warped their innocent minds?! seriously. what is going on.

i can't believe that school's going to be out soon. well actually. maybe not. i can believe it because i'm counting down to the second (slight exaggeration there) and what makes it more believable is that everyone is whipping out their bikinis and pinching their fats in the mirror and telling themselves, okay i need to lose weight fast. it's as if being overseas is a good reason to start putting on weight because no one ever watches what they eat and they delude themselves into thinking, nahh my metabolic rate can handle it, if not i could go one so-and-so diet. okay i need to stop talking about this dieting thing. it drives me nuts to watch my room mate disappear into thin air and not be able to do anything about it. i guess. it's not my place. i don't know. whatever. BLEAH.

so classes next semester are going to more interesting. considering taking a language class in cantonese. but that's if they let me. not too sure if i'm allowed to do extra credit. we'll see.

i have intro to psych. econs I (yes i was a failure then but give me a break okay). crime and punishment. east asian studies. wooot. i'm pretty excited. i am chinese. time to study my roots. and quit being an ignorant fool. my italian still sucks. damn. maybe i should start blogging in italian. hah.

i feel like going to taiwan and hong kong for like a week to enjoy some food. hahaha. maybe my brother would be up to it. hmmmm. anyone up for it?? :):):) jio me!

alright i should stop my ranting and do more productive stuff. school's almost out but it ain't out yet. ciao bellas!

pau

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