Monday, April 09, 2007

back from amsterdam! :) amazing weekend. great way to relax. hah.

anyway, i realise i have alot of pictures to upload. hang on peeps. will be up soon. once the pile of work on my desk disappears. hur. like that's going to happen anytime soon.

anyway. i am procrastinating. i surfed online. found so many things that i want. ie. HOCKEY STICK. who wanna give me some money? anyway and i got some email about some random personal profile link. okay. you get the drift. so. here is what it says:

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for the past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need'. You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to bust this situatino will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pasttime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more than this present day mundance existene. The way that you feel indiciated that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can prove to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfill or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.


right. back to work.

pau

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