Sunday, July 16, 2006

hmm. i had a rather eventful week.

thursday had training. i kinda died. 4sets of 2rounds in 3minutes. ya i died the last set. shan't think about it.

friday i had beep test. i was damn disappointed with myself. i got stopped at 10. when i could have continued. i dont know what went wrong. i was pacing ian all the way! :( we didn't do any short corners. aiya. i don't know what's becoming of us.

saturday had game against the british army. wah. what a screwed up match. coach was damn irritated. and so was much of the team. i don't know. have not much comments la. i just wish at the next training he will sit everyone down and just talk things out with everyone. i'm just getting more confused, more irritated and more demoralised.

met andrew for lunch before that too. he was at my place. sucking up to my mum and sister. hahaha. earning points la. had lunch at nooch. it was okayy only. not too fantastic. haha. but i'm not very picky about food. eat can already :) and i ate alot! he just stared at me.

then we went masks hunting. for his port thing. hmm. i suddenly got a mental block and can't remember what it's called. basically he's doing some presentation on the port. ya and he's doing a skit and we can't find masks. anyone know where i can get masks?? animal masks??

he went home and while i was at the game he went to watch a movie with his sisters. was supposed to join them but i couldn't 'cause of game. hahaha quite funny. but i felt bad. i was in a rather bad mood after the game when i met him and he had to bare with my death stares from time to time. and i kinda ignored him and talked to his younger sisters from time to time. k i'm mean. i shall be thankful for him. and i said sorry too! okay i think i did. ya i did! i remember saying that during supper.

and while we were having dinner we started talking about our shit. mine is smellier. hahaha. okay that's a damn retarded conversation but it made me laugh and it made my mood better. and he sent me home. and we called a cab from my house. and it said 5-8minutes. but it came in 2minutes. and he was complaining that they lie to him. hahaha so silly right. okay i bet it's not funny but i think it's funny. so that's good enough.

sigh jus got off the phone with andrew. feeling sad again.

2 more weeks. he will be leaving to go onboard the ship. so for the next 2 weeks i'm going to be in a damn bad mood people. so ya.

whatever. i'm feeling damn sad now. and rather irritated. roar.

pau

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