Thursday, June 22, 2006

had dinner after training with steff, leng, sheena and cooks.

we were talking about the team and training. sigh. things still aren't falling into place and 4nations is just a mere 6weeks away. that is 12 trainings. that is a very very short time. i hope everything picks up from here. it is not that our team does not have the potential. it is just, we lack the committment at this moment.

anyhow. i was talking to cookie. and i have come to ask myself. how can one person have so much spite in her life to hate our recs team so much. when i look at her sometimes i feel like i've eaten up her whole family because i was so hungry. i know that sounds damn stupid, but i feel like i've killed someone and gotten away with it.

a victory over us is like winning a tournament. what did we do to deserve such hate?

i mean maybe i'm saying this because i'm part of src and it may not be as objective as it should be. but i don't think our team to be arrogant. we do joke and kid around alot. but that's 'cause it helps us calm our nerves before a game.

i guess i will never understand this.

hmm.

pau

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